I found this today as I noticed I had some unfinished drafts. I had typed it back in December of 2010. While I still stand by the first paragraph, I have commented on the other two paragraphs in contrasting colors as my view on things has changed in the past year and a half.
I do ask that anyone who reads this please pray for him. Pray that the good Lord puts him where He wants him in life. Pray that he begin to use his freewill to listen to Him, really listen to Him.
Pray for her...that she realize her role in all this and how she, too, has been manipulated. I actually pity her for being used as much as I despise her for her active choices in this affair.
Manipulated? Not so sure about that one anymore. She seems more and more to be as much a driving force in the negative events as he is. I also despise her for her active choices in the treatment of the kids.
I also pray that they have the wisdom to realize and understand that I did nothing wrong. I was not perfect in the marriage, but I did not go looking for someone else to fill the gaps he was leaving, either. Am I going to lose sleep if they blame me or look down upon me? No. However, I pray that they see things as they really are, not as he may try to make them appear.
I'm over this one, too. I no longer care what they think. I have come to the conclusion that they will never see the truth and will continue to create their own version of everything that happens. It's pretty obvious when you have official records that say one thing and text messages & emails that say another. They can't see or tell the truth when the evidence is right in front of their faces, so they surely won't see it when it is but a distant memory (or blackout, as the case probably is).
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