Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Why?

Just when things seem to be going well, some roadblock jettisons up through the roadway.  It doesn't just end up there, it rips through the ground and blocks my path.  I can't go over it and I can't get around it.  I must go through it, but this is so solid, I can't see any way to do so.  I do know that, in this case, the massive blockage will eventually retract into the ground again, but I must wait...

When I first opened this blog, I had told myself to stay away from the legal discussion because I don't want to jeopardize the final outcome for the kids or myself.  However, just how can he even fathom that I can live on $13k/year?  How can his lawyer even consider suggesting that spousal support be eliminated?!  I know...it's a ploy, a defense tactic.  Yes, I have already talked myself back down into reality.

I know what should be done, in my opinion.  I know what should be done, in the opinion of most rational thinking individuals.  However...

I must continue to pray and ask that God's will be done in this entire mess.  I didn't create it, I can't control it, I can't change it.  I can cope and I can follow God's lead. 

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